Yeah I know I sound like an emo, but honestly Im not, I just get REALLY tired of life sometimes, and right now, Im veeeeeeeeery tired of life. Especially now with school and all, I dont think I can go to school any longer. I just can't. I dont look good in anything! My fat legs, thighs and stomache its like damn!

I would do anything just to loose some weight, Im actually thinking about starting doing METH! I heard thats a real good way to loose weight, and like you dont only loose weight, you get high too! And when you are high you forget about everything sucky in life! Gosh i can't wait till i start! I dont want to be a drug addict thooo!

Anyways, im out now, I am going to burn a CD, straighten my hair and eat something ( IM SUCH A FAT WHORE!).

More blogging soon! <3