Yeah I know I sound like an emo, but honestly Im not, I just get REALLY tired of life sometimes, and right now, Im veeeeeeeeery tired of life. Especially now with school and all, I dont think I can go to school any longer. I just can't. I dont look good in anything! My fat legs, thighs and stomache its like damn!
I would do anything just to loose some weight, Im actually thinking about starting doing METH! I heard thats a real good way to loose weight, and like you dont only loose weight, you get high too! And when you are high you forget about everything sucky in life! Gosh i can't wait till i start! I dont want to be a drug addict thooo!
Anyways, im out now, I am going to burn a CD, straighten my hair and eat something ( IM SUCH A FAT WHORE!).
More blogging soon! <3
I hate life! Im tired of life and i don't deserve to live! I am a fugly slut!
Im so tired of MY life, you know.. Im known as the funny one, the popular one, the one who everybody copies and the one all the boys like. Im the one who knows nearly no one but the one everybody knows.... And I don't want to be her! I talk about everybodys back all the time and pretty much HATE everybody.
Sometimes I have breakdowns and cut my wrists and sometimes I actually laugh about ppl who have scars on their wrists even though my wrists look exactly the same.
I HATE being with people, I like being alone (which sucks because I have to share room with my little sister which i hate most of them time).
I don't go to school often i usually pretend going to school but then i end up at a coffee place or at a shopping mall EATING! Im not FAT but not SKINNY! Im nasty thats what i am! I hate my body, even though i get a lot of compliments for my ass and so which is pretty irritating! I can't stop eating and when I go on a diet, I littrealy don't eat anything exept from when im feeling really dead i eat a small sushi dish.